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As a dare, or self imposed rule, I wouldn't be smiling all day tomorrow.


I'll do it, for every smile I make, I would add 20 pesos more to my piggy bank :D
Nairita na ako sa mga tao kung pano sila magreact sa mga pinaggagagawa ko.

Simpleng bagay pinapalaki. Tulad na lamang ng pagiging maaalalahanin ko sa isang tao. Nakakairita at muntik na akong mapikon dahil wala ako sa mood tapos hihiritan ako ng ganun. Hindi rin naman sila makuha sa tingin.

Nakakainis na dahil lahat nalang, hindi nalang nila sabihin kung nagseselos sila. nakakabwisit. hindi nalang manahimik.

Sa susunod talaga praprangkahin ko na.. kahit... arrrrr. kakainis talaga. first time nabwisit ako sa mga ganung tao. sobra ngayon.. sobra.

getting tired of my routine life.

wake up
prepare to go to work
go to work
do your objects
lunch
do your objects
merienda
go home
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dead tired. I am trying to insert some activities even if I have to wake up early (or went to sleep late) just to run or jog. Running/Jogging late at night helps me go to sleep faster because I am already tired. I am having issues with running early in the morning because I might fell asleep at the office, which is very embarassing.
My newly bought speakers sounds so great..


that I don't wanna sleep just to listen to many songs..


The sound's great for just a cheap price of P990.



After receiving my November salary, I spent it all buying things that I want.

Speakers with subwoofer, Hard disk, food trips, and many more. And had a very good day.
Along with it, I also canvassed for some headphones but good quality ones are very expensive. One example is the marshall headphones (i don't know the model type, but just the brand name). And it has a very good quality. If only I have spare money, I could have bought that pricey head phones for 4,600 pesos.

Anyway, after setting up my desktop, I feel agitated by what I saw that was posted on facebook.
They played with my name plate in office. And I don't like people playing with my printed name.

No, I won't let that ruin my day. 

But it let me ponder for a bit. Why don't I show them my serious side for a while? but I easily shrugged the feeling, thinking that something not good might happen.. Maybe, I'll just be quiet for a week..

I just want to rant about not doing the things you love.
I cant even play football/soccer , or attend fun run's because of this sickness I have.


But anyway, I'll just attend some fun runs.
I don't care what happen
I don't want to live a life in regret
I don't want to die not doing the things I want.
Our team lead announced yesterday that we would be having 4 new team members. One of which was Ivy (my arch nemesis, lol kidding) during our trainning.  At first, we cannot divulge the information because it might be not finalized yet. However, she told us that she already received an email regarding his project deployment on our team.

Lucky for her, this day was the day that our team lead invited to have a dinner. And well, she attended. Were still waiting for one more team member, named kat, which our team lead told us that she's a great abaper, and that she already worked with her in the past.


team lead is cool, especially for a woman.
I was surprised when she issued a 'fist bump' a while ago.
If you saw her, you wouldn't think that she would do those kind of things.
well, she's cool. way too cool, and very lax with regards to our time. (it's just your conscience if you would be very lazy at work).
You can feel the difference between being at work and outside work.
she made me feel that I was still in college.
I'll be serious this week.


I won't talk of any of my usual antics. I'll bite my lips instead of talk.
I'll just observe what would happen, if its for the good or bad.


I want to concentrate on work, and being mischievous/troublesome is hindering me from doing it, because if I am in 'naughty' mode, even my team mates are always naughty so sometimes, they misinterpret my serious mode from naughty mode.


They thought that I am always mischievous.
after experiencing the unbelievable, I again experienced another unbelievable thing.

My left foot is not yet completely healed, but then, another accident causes me to have an injury on my right leg. And yes, I cannot completely walk.

Still recuperating, now I am thinking if should I file for sick leave for office or not. >.<

Early morning, I experienced the unbelievable. 

I experienced cramps suddenly, while I was sleeping. And it hurts the whole day.
God knows the pain I was experiencing, and my plans to go to the office was thwarted because of it. My left leg has an injury from playing basketball (sprain) then at night, that cramps suddenly came.

Additionally, my strolling on malls wasn't that fun. It was painful walking whole day. Plus I have to be careful not to slip, because it is raining.

This day is very painful. <physically only :P>


I would also again cancel my idea of having a long hair. I am getting pissed when my hair is getting thick, and then having problems managing them.
I was surprised I was able to create this site in a second.
I just woke, due to insomnia.
well, what is insomnia?


Insomnia is a common condition in which you have trouble falling or staying asleep. This condition can range from mild to severe, depending on how often it occurs and for how long.
Insomnia can be chronic (ongoing) or acute (short-term). Chronic insomnia means having symptoms at least 3 nights a week for more than a month. Acute insomnia lasts for less time.
Some people who have insomnia may have trouble falling asleep. Other people may fall asleep easily but wake up too soon. Others may have trouble with both falling asleep and staying asleep.
As a result, insomnia may cause you to get too little sleep or have poor-quality sleep. You may not feel refreshed when you wake up.

I had already experienced having insomnia in the past (due to stress from school works, plus pressure from parents, and love one) , and I believe, this insomnia again is the one called 'secondary or comorbid insomnia'. It is a typ e of insomnia which is a side effect of some other problem.

I can be cured of the insomnia, if I can have a peace of mind. But it seems too be hard, during these times. 
This would be my first post, after creating this blog 'again'.


This would be my personal blog site, due to my tumblr account being found out by some people.
Hoping this stay would be the last.


see ya. I am still fixing this site.