Fail

I was so excited to light off the firecrackers that I went ahead and lighted one baby rocket/missile lool alike.



I failed on taking a picture of it on the sky. I panicked that I only captured its image when launching off. But this is a test run. I'll definitely capture a better picture.

Happy new year everyone! :D

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>.> buti nalang.

Akalain mo ba namang magbabayad pa ako ng halos 40k pesos dahil sa plan ko sa globe (supersurf) na nagkaroon ng problema.

Hindi ko alam kung nagkamali ba ng input yung kaherang nagasikaso sa akin last week, pero sabi sa akin ngayon, tama ang plan ko. Ayon din sa resibo ko, supersurf ang plan ko meaning, unlimited ang internet ko.

Pero siguro ayos na siya ngayon dahil inayos na siya ng kahera. Ipakita ko na lang daw ung resibo ko sa susunod pagka nagbayad daw ako para idisregard ang charges. Humingi naman din ng dispensa ang kahera ngaun dahil sa abala, o baka natakot siya dahil sabi ko isasaoli ko na lang ang plan at phone kung kailangan kong bayaran ang charges na iyon.

Sinadya kong magsungit para ayusin nila ang gusot sapagkat pinaligoyligoy lang din ako nung mga nakausap ko sa telepono.

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Interpretasyon ng 'dreams'

Hindi ako si joseph the dreamer.

Pero naisipan kong iinterpret ang nangyayari sa aking paputol putol na tulog.

d ko alam kung panaginip rin ba ito

Hindi kasi ako nakatulog ng maayos (first time na nangyare sa akin dito sa bulacan) kaya pagkagising ko, naisipan kong aalalahanin ang mga oras na ako ay nagising. Una 5, tapos 9 at hule 11. (napakatanghale ko nagising kasi pagod at puyat ako sa pinaggagawa ko kahapon at kagabi)

Inisip ng inisip. Ano ang meron sa mga numerong iyan hanggang sa maalala ko... Teka, ito iyong onboarding date ko sa isang proyekto sa trabaho ah (september (9) 05 '11) .

Hindi ko ala kung tama ba ang interpretasyon ko pero feeling ko ngayon, ako si joseph the dreamer.

sige, matutulog pa ako. Hanggang panaginip nalang pala ako e

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Ang bill....

Ako ay lubhang kinakabahan sa ngayon. Kung itatanong kung bakit, sapagkat ang bayarin ko sa globe plan ko ay umabot na ng P30,000+.

Sa hindi malaman laman na rason, ang bilis umangat ng aking 'unbilled charges' at ayon sa notipikasyon, karamihan dito ay ang paggamit ko ng internet (gprs) ng globe, samantalang ang alam ko ay naka unli surf plan ako, na kung saan ay unlimited ang aking internet sa loob ng isang buwan. Ginagamit ko pa naman itong internet na ito para sa 'viber', isang applikasyon na kung saan ay para siyang ym. Hindi mo na kailangan pang magtext, isa 'siyang messenging service'. Para lang kayong nagchachat ng kausap mo.

Hindi ko malaman ang aking gagawin pagkanalaman kong kailangan kong bayaran ang bill na iyon. Maaaring i'surrender' ko ang phone pagka sinabi sa aking kailangan kong bayaran iyon. Pero inposible, hindi ko naman kasalanan iyon. Malinaw pa sa buwan ang binayaran ko noong nagapply ako ng plan na ito.

Sa ngayon, chill munang nakikinig sa radyo habang nakaskwatter ako sa kwarto ng kapatid ko (dahil hindi pa tapos ang aking kwarto). Hindi ako makatulog kakaisip sa aking bayarin dahil ayaw kong mabaon sa utang. Marami na akong utang ngayon, at ayaw ko nang dagdagan pa ito. Ang naisip ko na lang ay lumusob sa pinagapplayan ko ng nasabing 'globe plan' para iconfirm ang mga iyon.

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Countless thoughts.

these thoughts/memories are important to me.

I am currently in the bus and random sweet and 'dyahe moments' had come to pester me or should I say , I remembered them suddenly.

Dyahe moment : the last time we 'dated' as a couple. We went to a chinese restaurant in timog ave, qc. We met at gateway mall (which is why it is a memorable place for me), get into a taxi cab, and rode of to the place. we chat, talk about anything and everything and I thought I had it all. Anyway, moving on, after we came to the place, she opted to text my 'contact' there so that we can get the table we reserved.

However, as I was reaching for my pocket, I realized that it wasn't there. All of a sudden, I remembered that I might have left it on the seat, while assisting her out of the cab. Without further a do, I ran as fast as possible (even though I have a backpack at that time) and tried to catch up eith the taxi. I luckily caught up with it and retreived my phone. When I went back to her, she was very surprised because it is the first time that she had seen me run like that.

I was very focused on getting my phone back that I forgot about her.

(I haven't lost any cellphone at that time, plus it was my sony ericsson phone, so I don't want to loose it.)

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Lol

Waited for an hour and then an agent named 'melanie' answered me with a swift note.

'those charges are not final and would be subject to adjustment when the bill processed'

My bad. I didn't understand it quitewell. I thought if you avail unlisurf postpaid, you would not receive any notifications according to you plan.

At least I got clarified about havibg postpaid bills. ;-)

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bad customer service ~_~

been waiting for almost an hour for the customer support to reply on my inquiries. After trials of trying to ask whether she is still around, I cancelled the session.


Tried another called, but this time, I was directed to a prepaid concern agent. After which, he directed me to somebody who can answer my inquiries about postpaid. However, all agents are busy T_T 


Oh man..


PS. While waiting, I tried changing my blog layout by downloading blog templates.. But none of them satisfied my taste.. so I reverted back to this layout .

globe service provider makes my head @_@

I was surfing the net a while ago when a notification from a number '2312' came.
It made me panic and my eye drop because of the message it contains.


It says 'My unbilled charge as of 12/30 is PHP10k+ break down is SMS = PHP30, INTERNET = P10k'.


I was like .... what the!. I thought I had the unlisurf plan + a freebie (A, which gives you 200 free text and 10 mins call to globe subscribers). Without further a do, I rushed to the computer, and contacted their live customer support. 


I don't want to pay that 10k charge.. I have many debts to pay.


 And up until now, I am still waiting for the customer care's response.  (It took her forever to respond. I am dying to know if I have to pay that amount T_T)

at ito ako ngayon, nakahiga at nawawala sa kawalan

Sa hindi malaman lamang rason, kanina pa sumasakit ang ulo ko. Naglinis lang naman ako ngayon ng bahay, at hindi pa rin sya tapos. Kwarto ko lamang ang natapos.

Sa sobrang sakit ng ulo ko, natulog na ako kaninang hapon. Paggising, ako:y gutom na gutom, kaso masakit pa rin ang ulo. At ngayun, maslalo siyang sumasakit.

Habang sumasakit ang ulo ko, at nakahiga, bigla kong naalala ang mga masasaklap na nangyare noong hayskul. Naalala ko ng matalo kame sa football championship, ng mapaaway sa jru (karibal na eskwelahan ng institusyong pinapasukan ko), malaglagan ng pera, mag 1-2-3 sa jip, ang mga aksidenteng naranasan, at iba pa.

Bigla akong napaisip. Ang tanda ko na pala. Sana pwedeng lagi na lang akong bata. Nakakamiss ang nakaraan. Maganda ngang may trabaho ka, kumikita ng pera, pero ang tanong 'masaya ka ba?'.

di tulad ng mga bata. Nagagawa nila ang gusto nila, walang iniisip kundi ang kasiyahan. Kahit walang pera at marungis pa, nagagawa pa rin ngumiti at magpakasaya.

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I fell inlove, to a voice....

I was checking the internet for some new song/album, and I stumbled upon this youtube video.

And unexpectedly, I like her voice.. Damn, I wish I knew someone (a woman) who could sing this well. I definitely would court her, at this point in time.

I have been listening to her songs/videos all night and yeah. She sound great. Wish I can meet her. She inspired me to play the guitars again.

Here's another video from her.

Oh men, I can't stop listening to her voiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... A thousand miles!!!! I like that songgggg! One of my favorite, from a woman singer.

Its been awhile....

It has been awhile since I played dota (defence of the ancient). It is a custom map for warcraft 3, which has, unexpectedly became popular, worldwide.

I started playing this game during my college days (after I went out of the seminary) thru the invitation of my friends. I became addicted to it that there are times that we would not attend or skip some classes just to play the said game. As time passes, I grew attached to it up to the point that I started joining tournaments and engage in 'pustahan' with other dota players.

However, it changed when I met 'her'. She changed me. Let's just say, she showed/let me feel things that cannot be given to you by any computer games. For the longest time, even if we didn't end up like what I had hoped for, in those 1year we were together, she taught me to forget 'games'.

But now that we are apart, since I do not have anything to do, I tried playing dota again. But the feeling is now different. No more adrenaline rush, no more excitement. Unlike in the past.

italic I wonder, what would have happened, if we were still together.

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Testing bloggeroid app for android.

I am testing my android phone if I can post a message, using an android blog application.


Sometimes, random ideas pop out of my head and the availability of a pc is minimal, therefore, this would be a great opportunity to test out my phone and the app.


So far, it is the best android blog application I have used. It has no pop ups (unlike the others wherein you would be bombarded by ad pop ups), simple, and straight to the point. It is easy to use and understand. The only problem I had encountered was some of my long post are not being published and that the date of posting is not shown.


But overall, it is good.

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Fail

Fiest post didnt publish succesfully :'( i have to input all again and i am lazy

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i love my parents.

My Sony Ericsson Vivaz has been acting weird again lately. Sometimes, I cannot use the phone that much. Sometimes, I got pissed when I have to reply something important and I cannot use it. Now because of that, I decided to buy a new phone. And based on the reviews I found, I have selected Samsung Galaxy SII (I want to buy another sony ericsson phone but because of the experience, I opted not to do so.) 

Honestly, I don't like samsung phones. They don't look cool to use, plus I have seen my sister's samsung phone, sometimes sluggish. But either way, because of the functionality of samsung SII, I decided to buy that one.

I don't have any money to buy the said phone, so, in order to buy one, I asked my parents if they can lend me, and even if our expenses lately are kinda high (off budget) however, I must have a compromise (something to give them an assurance) but I don't have any, but still they lend me. 

(And I still have a debt with them because I had borrowed money to go to other country)

They always trust me in everything I do, I love how they treat me because they knew that I am mature, even though most of the times, I act silly, childish, naughty and immature. Even if I spend  many years in college, they still supported me. They knew that I am mature enough when serious times are needed, unlike my brothers/sisters. Which is sometimes the conflict between siblings. Since I am not a spoiled child (unlike them, wherein I hate spoiled children), I always have a freedom, and my brothers/sisters are jealous of my freedom. I am the second child out of four, and my eldest brother, sister, and youngest brother are spoiled. 

(Even before, when I was a child, I always have a freedom of sleeping anywhere, going anywhere, they trust that I can handle everything already on my own)


The only thing/s that they ask me to do was  :
1.) have my haircut done (so, I broke my promise of having a long hair, then haircut next year  T_T )
2.) be more careful. Lately, they always see me with bruises / scratches / marks. Well, they told me that I always engage in sports and they don't see me having those wounds, but why now I am not that playing, I have wounds. (They're starting to get curious, I just told them I am clumsy)
3.) always drink my meds. I have a problem with my health, lately, and if I would not get better, I would be force to leave work. Plus, I have a short term memory problem.

Here he is, my new phone. This would be my forever phone. I don't plan on buying any new phones now.

PS. I was surprise, the usb port of SII is the same as the USB port of my Vivaz. So I can use the charger/USB cable of Vivaz for my SII.. yehey. Problem now is, I have 3 phones. 2 globe >.< Wish I can find my sun sim.

helping is fun.

Had fun helping my batch mates in designing the stage for the upcoming year-end party of ISD in IBM.


We already left the office very late because we were trying to finish some of the designs.
I helped out in creating the Christmas decor.


I'll be helping again tomorrow. Ill be finishing those christmas decor, wherein i had fun in doing

I just did a taboo..

Sad to say, I did something that I promised not to do to anyone.


I promised that I would not hold any woman's hand, I'll just hold the hand of the woman I love.


And I did it a while ago, unconsciously, because of some shitty* remark that I made to appease someone..


On the side note, I have deactivated my facebook account. So as to resolve some issues currently at hand. I don't want anybody meddling with my affairs.


I'll reactivate it again on 2012. The date, I don't know.

talk with pem enlightened me.

I felt at lost, these past few weeks, months. 


I don't have the heart to pursue my current career. I feel lost.
Luckily, I have a talked with my pem (which last an hour). Which is consist of my rants about work (travel issues) and career disarray.

I openly talked about my plans, why I feel that way, about my current situation. And I was surprised that he offered me to transfer to another project, which he discouraged also. I don't want to transfer to other project, I am having fun with my mates now, however, like what was said, I must balance it out. What I want, Am I enjoying, and Am I earning enough.


I opened to him, my plan to resign after the project deployment, wherein he was surprised and told me not to think or decide suddenly.

nooo.

again, after 123456789nth time of thinking, discussions, and encouragement...


I find myself again, confused. No not about my sexual orientation, mind you, but about my current work, what I want to do, And what I want to happen on my life.


I am having doubts with my current work, even though I enjoy it. There is only a thing called, still 'no fulfillment' Not unlike when I repair computers, software or hardware.


I hate doing repeating tasks, and looking at being developer, its just a repetitive task. I don't like those task, I get easily bored. I am an outgoing person, I cannot be just sitting whole day just programming. I want to always move.


I am envious of my batchmate's remark "Binabayaran ka na ginagawa mo ang bagay na gusto mo".


Luckily, I would be having a meeting with my people manager on wednesday. I need enlightenment :|

conscience is bugging me

There are many people in our batch who is better at me when it comes to programming. But how come I was the one left with a project, while the others are there to be benched / or have training.


I don't deserve these things.


I was the one planning on leaving the company, but I was the one being entangled by it.


But I try to request for an off-board. Jokingly, I tried to open if I can request for an off-board (on the project) but I see the disappointment on our current team lead. She expects more from me. I wish I don't frustrate her expectations..