Fail

I was so excited to light off the firecrackers that I went ahead and lighted one baby rocket/missile lool alike.



I failed on taking a picture of it on the sky. I panicked that I only captured its image when launching off. But this is a test run. I'll definitely capture a better picture.

Happy new year everyone! :D

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>.> buti nalang.

Akalain mo ba namang magbabayad pa ako ng halos 40k pesos dahil sa plan ko sa globe (supersurf) na nagkaroon ng problema.

Hindi ko alam kung nagkamali ba ng input yung kaherang nagasikaso sa akin last week, pero sabi sa akin ngayon, tama ang plan ko. Ayon din sa resibo ko, supersurf ang plan ko meaning, unlimited ang internet ko.

Pero siguro ayos na siya ngayon dahil inayos na siya ng kahera. Ipakita ko na lang daw ung resibo ko sa susunod pagka nagbayad daw ako para idisregard ang charges. Humingi naman din ng dispensa ang kahera ngaun dahil sa abala, o baka natakot siya dahil sabi ko isasaoli ko na lang ang plan at phone kung kailangan kong bayaran ang charges na iyon.

Sinadya kong magsungit para ayusin nila ang gusot sapagkat pinaligoyligoy lang din ako nung mga nakausap ko sa telepono.

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Interpretasyon ng 'dreams'

Hindi ako si joseph the dreamer.

Pero naisipan kong iinterpret ang nangyayari sa aking paputol putol na tulog.

d ko alam kung panaginip rin ba ito

Hindi kasi ako nakatulog ng maayos (first time na nangyare sa akin dito sa bulacan) kaya pagkagising ko, naisipan kong aalalahanin ang mga oras na ako ay nagising. Una 5, tapos 9 at hule 11. (napakatanghale ko nagising kasi pagod at puyat ako sa pinaggagawa ko kahapon at kagabi)

Inisip ng inisip. Ano ang meron sa mga numerong iyan hanggang sa maalala ko... Teka, ito iyong onboarding date ko sa isang proyekto sa trabaho ah (september (9) 05 '11) .

Hindi ko ala kung tama ba ang interpretasyon ko pero feeling ko ngayon, ako si joseph the dreamer.

sige, matutulog pa ako. Hanggang panaginip nalang pala ako e

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Ang bill....

Ako ay lubhang kinakabahan sa ngayon. Kung itatanong kung bakit, sapagkat ang bayarin ko sa globe plan ko ay umabot na ng P30,000+.

Sa hindi malaman laman na rason, ang bilis umangat ng aking 'unbilled charges' at ayon sa notipikasyon, karamihan dito ay ang paggamit ko ng internet (gprs) ng globe, samantalang ang alam ko ay naka unli surf plan ako, na kung saan ay unlimited ang aking internet sa loob ng isang buwan. Ginagamit ko pa naman itong internet na ito para sa 'viber', isang applikasyon na kung saan ay para siyang ym. Hindi mo na kailangan pang magtext, isa 'siyang messenging service'. Para lang kayong nagchachat ng kausap mo.

Hindi ko malaman ang aking gagawin pagkanalaman kong kailangan kong bayaran ang bill na iyon. Maaaring i'surrender' ko ang phone pagka sinabi sa aking kailangan kong bayaran iyon. Pero inposible, hindi ko naman kasalanan iyon. Malinaw pa sa buwan ang binayaran ko noong nagapply ako ng plan na ito.

Sa ngayon, chill munang nakikinig sa radyo habang nakaskwatter ako sa kwarto ng kapatid ko (dahil hindi pa tapos ang aking kwarto). Hindi ako makatulog kakaisip sa aking bayarin dahil ayaw kong mabaon sa utang. Marami na akong utang ngayon, at ayaw ko nang dagdagan pa ito. Ang naisip ko na lang ay lumusob sa pinagapplayan ko ng nasabing 'globe plan' para iconfirm ang mga iyon.

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Countless thoughts.

these thoughts/memories are important to me.

I am currently in the bus and random sweet and 'dyahe moments' had come to pester me or should I say , I remembered them suddenly.

Dyahe moment : the last time we 'dated' as a couple. We went to a chinese restaurant in timog ave, qc. We met at gateway mall (which is why it is a memorable place for me), get into a taxi cab, and rode of to the place. we chat, talk about anything and everything and I thought I had it all. Anyway, moving on, after we came to the place, she opted to text my 'contact' there so that we can get the table we reserved.

However, as I was reaching for my pocket, I realized that it wasn't there. All of a sudden, I remembered that I might have left it on the seat, while assisting her out of the cab. Without further a do, I ran as fast as possible (even though I have a backpack at that time) and tried to catch up eith the taxi. I luckily caught up with it and retreived my phone. When I went back to her, she was very surprised because it is the first time that she had seen me run like that.

I was very focused on getting my phone back that I forgot about her.

(I haven't lost any cellphone at that time, plus it was my sony ericsson phone, so I don't want to loose it.)

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Lol

Waited for an hour and then an agent named 'melanie' answered me with a swift note.

'those charges are not final and would be subject to adjustment when the bill processed'

My bad. I didn't understand it quitewell. I thought if you avail unlisurf postpaid, you would not receive any notifications according to you plan.

At least I got clarified about havibg postpaid bills. ;-)

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bad customer service ~_~

been waiting for almost an hour for the customer support to reply on my inquiries. After trials of trying to ask whether she is still around, I cancelled the session.


Tried another called, but this time, I was directed to a prepaid concern agent. After which, he directed me to somebody who can answer my inquiries about postpaid. However, all agents are busy T_T 


Oh man..


PS. While waiting, I tried changing my blog layout by downloading blog templates.. But none of them satisfied my taste.. so I reverted back to this layout .

globe service provider makes my head @_@

I was surfing the net a while ago when a notification from a number '2312' came.
It made me panic and my eye drop because of the message it contains.


It says 'My unbilled charge as of 12/30 is PHP10k+ break down is SMS = PHP30, INTERNET = P10k'.


I was like .... what the!. I thought I had the unlisurf plan + a freebie (A, which gives you 200 free text and 10 mins call to globe subscribers). Without further a do, I rushed to the computer, and contacted their live customer support. 


I don't want to pay that 10k charge.. I have many debts to pay.


 And up until now, I am still waiting for the customer care's response.  (It took her forever to respond. I am dying to know if I have to pay that amount T_T)

at ito ako ngayon, nakahiga at nawawala sa kawalan

Sa hindi malaman lamang rason, kanina pa sumasakit ang ulo ko. Naglinis lang naman ako ngayon ng bahay, at hindi pa rin sya tapos. Kwarto ko lamang ang natapos.

Sa sobrang sakit ng ulo ko, natulog na ako kaninang hapon. Paggising, ako:y gutom na gutom, kaso masakit pa rin ang ulo. At ngayun, maslalo siyang sumasakit.

Habang sumasakit ang ulo ko, at nakahiga, bigla kong naalala ang mga masasaklap na nangyare noong hayskul. Naalala ko ng matalo kame sa football championship, ng mapaaway sa jru (karibal na eskwelahan ng institusyong pinapasukan ko), malaglagan ng pera, mag 1-2-3 sa jip, ang mga aksidenteng naranasan, at iba pa.

Bigla akong napaisip. Ang tanda ko na pala. Sana pwedeng lagi na lang akong bata. Nakakamiss ang nakaraan. Maganda ngang may trabaho ka, kumikita ng pera, pero ang tanong 'masaya ka ba?'.

di tulad ng mga bata. Nagagawa nila ang gusto nila, walang iniisip kundi ang kasiyahan. Kahit walang pera at marungis pa, nagagawa pa rin ngumiti at magpakasaya.

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I fell inlove, to a voice....

I was checking the internet for some new song/album, and I stumbled upon this youtube video.

And unexpectedly, I like her voice.. Damn, I wish I knew someone (a woman) who could sing this well. I definitely would court her, at this point in time.

I have been listening to her songs/videos all night and yeah. She sound great. Wish I can meet her. She inspired me to play the guitars again.

Here's another video from her.

Oh men, I can't stop listening to her voiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... A thousand miles!!!! I like that songgggg! One of my favorite, from a woman singer.

Its been awhile....

It has been awhile since I played dota (defence of the ancient). It is a custom map for warcraft 3, which has, unexpectedly became popular, worldwide.

I started playing this game during my college days (after I went out of the seminary) thru the invitation of my friends. I became addicted to it that there are times that we would not attend or skip some classes just to play the said game. As time passes, I grew attached to it up to the point that I started joining tournaments and engage in 'pustahan' with other dota players.

However, it changed when I met 'her'. She changed me. Let's just say, she showed/let me feel things that cannot be given to you by any computer games. For the longest time, even if we didn't end up like what I had hoped for, in those 1year we were together, she taught me to forget 'games'.

But now that we are apart, since I do not have anything to do, I tried playing dota again. But the feeling is now different. No more adrenaline rush, no more excitement. Unlike in the past.

italic I wonder, what would have happened, if we were still together.

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Testing bloggeroid app for android.

I am testing my android phone if I can post a message, using an android blog application.


Sometimes, random ideas pop out of my head and the availability of a pc is minimal, therefore, this would be a great opportunity to test out my phone and the app.


So far, it is the best android blog application I have used. It has no pop ups (unlike the others wherein you would be bombarded by ad pop ups), simple, and straight to the point. It is easy to use and understand. The only problem I had encountered was some of my long post are not being published and that the date of posting is not shown.


But overall, it is good.

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Fail

Fiest post didnt publish succesfully :'( i have to input all again and i am lazy

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i love my parents.

My Sony Ericsson Vivaz has been acting weird again lately. Sometimes, I cannot use the phone that much. Sometimes, I got pissed when I have to reply something important and I cannot use it. Now because of that, I decided to buy a new phone. And based on the reviews I found, I have selected Samsung Galaxy SII (I want to buy another sony ericsson phone but because of the experience, I opted not to do so.) 

Honestly, I don't like samsung phones. They don't look cool to use, plus I have seen my sister's samsung phone, sometimes sluggish. But either way, because of the functionality of samsung SII, I decided to buy that one.

I don't have any money to buy the said phone, so, in order to buy one, I asked my parents if they can lend me, and even if our expenses lately are kinda high (off budget) however, I must have a compromise (something to give them an assurance) but I don't have any, but still they lend me. 

(And I still have a debt with them because I had borrowed money to go to other country)

They always trust me in everything I do, I love how they treat me because they knew that I am mature, even though most of the times, I act silly, childish, naughty and immature. Even if I spend  many years in college, they still supported me. They knew that I am mature enough when serious times are needed, unlike my brothers/sisters. Which is sometimes the conflict between siblings. Since I am not a spoiled child (unlike them, wherein I hate spoiled children), I always have a freedom, and my brothers/sisters are jealous of my freedom. I am the second child out of four, and my eldest brother, sister, and youngest brother are spoiled. 

(Even before, when I was a child, I always have a freedom of sleeping anywhere, going anywhere, they trust that I can handle everything already on my own)


The only thing/s that they ask me to do was  :
1.) have my haircut done (so, I broke my promise of having a long hair, then haircut next year  T_T )
2.) be more careful. Lately, they always see me with bruises / scratches / marks. Well, they told me that I always engage in sports and they don't see me having those wounds, but why now I am not that playing, I have wounds. (They're starting to get curious, I just told them I am clumsy)
3.) always drink my meds. I have a problem with my health, lately, and if I would not get better, I would be force to leave work. Plus, I have a short term memory problem.

Here he is, my new phone. This would be my forever phone. I don't plan on buying any new phones now.

PS. I was surprise, the usb port of SII is the same as the USB port of my Vivaz. So I can use the charger/USB cable of Vivaz for my SII.. yehey. Problem now is, I have 3 phones. 2 globe >.< Wish I can find my sun sim.

helping is fun.

Had fun helping my batch mates in designing the stage for the upcoming year-end party of ISD in IBM.


We already left the office very late because we were trying to finish some of the designs.
I helped out in creating the Christmas decor.


I'll be helping again tomorrow. Ill be finishing those christmas decor, wherein i had fun in doing

I just did a taboo..

Sad to say, I did something that I promised not to do to anyone.


I promised that I would not hold any woman's hand, I'll just hold the hand of the woman I love.


And I did it a while ago, unconsciously, because of some shitty* remark that I made to appease someone..


On the side note, I have deactivated my facebook account. So as to resolve some issues currently at hand. I don't want anybody meddling with my affairs.


I'll reactivate it again on 2012. The date, I don't know.

talk with pem enlightened me.

I felt at lost, these past few weeks, months. 


I don't have the heart to pursue my current career. I feel lost.
Luckily, I have a talked with my pem (which last an hour). Which is consist of my rants about work (travel issues) and career disarray.

I openly talked about my plans, why I feel that way, about my current situation. And I was surprised that he offered me to transfer to another project, which he discouraged also. I don't want to transfer to other project, I am having fun with my mates now, however, like what was said, I must balance it out. What I want, Am I enjoying, and Am I earning enough.


I opened to him, my plan to resign after the project deployment, wherein he was surprised and told me not to think or decide suddenly.

nooo.

again, after 123456789nth time of thinking, discussions, and encouragement...


I find myself again, confused. No not about my sexual orientation, mind you, but about my current work, what I want to do, And what I want to happen on my life.


I am having doubts with my current work, even though I enjoy it. There is only a thing called, still 'no fulfillment' Not unlike when I repair computers, software or hardware.


I hate doing repeating tasks, and looking at being developer, its just a repetitive task. I don't like those task, I get easily bored. I am an outgoing person, I cannot be just sitting whole day just programming. I want to always move.


I am envious of my batchmate's remark "Binabayaran ka na ginagawa mo ang bagay na gusto mo".


Luckily, I would be having a meeting with my people manager on wednesday. I need enlightenment :|

conscience is bugging me

There are many people in our batch who is better at me when it comes to programming. But how come I was the one left with a project, while the others are there to be benched / or have training.


I don't deserve these things.


I was the one planning on leaving the company, but I was the one being entangled by it.


But I try to request for an off-board. Jokingly, I tried to open if I can request for an off-board (on the project) but I see the disappointment on our current team lead. She expects more from me. I wish I don't frustrate her expectations..

no smile day tomorrow.

As a dare, or self imposed rule, I wouldn't be smiling all day tomorrow.


I'll do it, for every smile I make, I would add 20 pesos more to my piggy bank :D

I hate people who makes a fuss about something I do.

Nairita na ako sa mga tao kung pano sila magreact sa mga pinaggagagawa ko.

Simpleng bagay pinapalaki. Tulad na lamang ng pagiging maaalalahanin ko sa isang tao. Nakakairita at muntik na akong mapikon dahil wala ako sa mood tapos hihiritan ako ng ganun. Hindi rin naman sila makuha sa tingin.

Nakakainis na dahil lahat nalang, hindi nalang nila sabihin kung nagseselos sila. nakakabwisit. hindi nalang manahimik.

Sa susunod talaga praprangkahin ko na.. kahit... arrrrr. kakainis talaga. first time nabwisit ako sa mga ganung tao. sobra ngayon.. sobra.

tired.... i can now feel the pressure.

getting tired of my routine life.

wake up

prepare to go to work

go to work

do your objects

lunch

do your objects

merienda

go home

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dead tired. I am trying to insert some activities even if I have to wake up early (or went to sleep late) just to run or jog. Running/Jogging late at night helps me go to sleep faster because I am already tired. I am having issues with running early in the morning because I might fell asleep at the office, which is very embarassing.

Mesmerized by the sound of the speakers

My newly bought speakers sounds so great..


that I don't wanna sleep just to listen to many songs..


The sound's great for just a cheap price of P990.

good day

After receiving my November salary, I spent it all buying things that I want.

Speakers with subwoofer, Hard disk, food trips, and many more. And had a very good day.

Along with it, I also canvassed for some headphones but good quality ones are very expensive. One example is the marshall headphones (i don't know the model type, but just the brand name). And it has a very good quality. If only I have spare money, I could have bought that pricey head phones for 4,600 pesos.

Anyway, after setting up my desktop, I feel agitated by what I saw that was posted on facebook.

They played with my name plate in office. And I don't like people playing with my printed name.

No, I won't let that ruin my day. 

But it let me ponder for a bit. Why don't I show them my serious side for a while? but I easily shrugged the feeling, thinking that something not good might happen.. Maybe, I'll just be quiet for a week..

Rant!

I just want to rant about not doing the things you love.
I cant even play football/soccer , or attend fun run's because of this sickness I have.


But anyway, I'll just attend some fun runs.
I don't care what happen
I don't want to live a life in regret
I don't want to die not doing the things I want.

new team member :)

Our team lead announced yesterday that we would be having 4 new team members. One of which was Ivy (my arch nemesis, lol kidding) during our trainning.  At first, we cannot divulge the information because it might be not finalized yet. However, she told us that she already received an email regarding his project deployment on our team.

Lucky for her, this day was the day that our team lead invited to have a dinner. And well, she attended. Were still waiting for one more team member, named kat, which our team lead told us that she's a great abaper, and that she already worked with her in the past.

cool team lead

team lead is cool, especially for a woman.
I was surprised when she issued a 'fist bump' a while ago.
If you saw her, you wouldn't think that she would do those kind of things.
well, she's cool. way too cool, and very lax with regards to our time. (it's just your conscience if you would be very lazy at work).
You can feel the difference between being at work and outside work.
she made me feel that I was still in college.

serious week.

I'll be serious this week.


I won't talk of any of my usual antics. I'll bite my lips instead of talk.
I'll just observe what would happen, if its for the good or bad.


I want to concentrate on work, and being mischievous/troublesome is hindering me from doing it, because if I am in 'naughty' mode, even my team mates are always naughty so sometimes, they misinterpret my serious mode from naughty mode.


They thought that I am always mischievous.

after experiencing the unbelievable, I again experienced another unbelievable thing.

My left foot is not yet completely healed, but then, another accident causes me to have an injury on my right leg. And yes, I cannot completely walk.

Still recuperating, now I am thinking if should I file for sick leave for office or not. >.<

stupid cramps!

Early morning, I experienced the unbelievable. 

I experienced cramps suddenly, while I was sleeping. And it hurts the whole day.

God knows the pain I was experiencing, and my plans to go to the office was thwarted because of it. My left leg has an injury from playing basketball (sprain) then at night, that cramps suddenly came.

Additionally, my strolling on malls wasn't that fun. It was painful walking whole day. Plus I have to be careful not to slip, because it is raining.

This day is very painful. <physically only :P>


I would also again cancel my idea of having a long hair. I am getting pissed when my hair is getting thick, and then having problems managing them.

New blog site!

I was surprised I was able to create this site in a second.
I just woke, due to insomnia.
well, what is insomnia?

Insomnia is a common condition in which you have trouble falling or staying asleep. This condition can range from mild to severe, depending on how often it occurs and for how long.

Insomnia can be chronic (ongoing) or acute (short-term). Chronic insomnia means having symptoms at least 3 nights a week for more than a month. Acute insomnia lasts for less time.

Some people who have insomnia may have trouble falling asleep. Other people may fall asleep easily but wake up too soon. Others may have trouble with both falling asleep and staying asleep.

As a result, insomnia may cause you to get too little sleep or have poor-quality sleep. You may not feel refreshed when you wake up.

I had already experienced having insomnia in the past (due to stress from school works, plus pressure from parents, and love one) , and I believe, this insomnia again is the one called 'secondary or comorbid insomnia'. It is a typ e of insomnia which is a side effect of some other problem.

I can be cured of the insomnia, if I can have a peace of mind. But it seems too be hard, during these times. 

first post

This would be my first post, after creating this blog 'again'.


This would be my personal blog site, due to my tumblr account being found out by some people.
Hoping this stay would be the last.


see ya. I am still fixing this site.