talk with pem enlightened me.

I felt at lost, these past few weeks, months. 


I don't have the heart to pursue my current career. I feel lost.
Luckily, I have a talked with my pem (which last an hour). Which is consist of my rants about work (travel issues) and career disarray.

I openly talked about my plans, why I feel that way, about my current situation. And I was surprised that he offered me to transfer to another project, which he discouraged also. I don't want to transfer to other project, I am having fun with my mates now, however, like what was said, I must balance it out. What I want, Am I enjoying, and Am I earning enough.


I opened to him, my plan to resign after the project deployment, wherein he was surprised and told me not to think or decide suddenly.