nooo.

again, after 123456789nth time of thinking, discussions, and encouragement...


I find myself again, confused. No not about my sexual orientation, mind you, but about my current work, what I want to do, And what I want to happen on my life.


I am having doubts with my current work, even though I enjoy it. There is only a thing called, still 'no fulfillment' Not unlike when I repair computers, software or hardware.


I hate doing repeating tasks, and looking at being developer, its just a repetitive task. I don't like those task, I get easily bored. I am an outgoing person, I cannot be just sitting whole day just programming. I want to always move.


I am envious of my batchmate's remark "Binabayaran ka na ginagawa mo ang bagay na gusto mo".


Luckily, I would be having a meeting with my people manager on wednesday. I need enlightenment :|